Detox time …

On Friday I had my last day of work for the summer (besides the part-time work I’ll be doing, that is). So how did this party animal celebrate? By going to bed by 11 p.m. Friday and Saturday nights. But tonight I will be having some drinks with friends.

And then tomorrow I will be starting the Blood Sugar Solution 10-Day Detox Diet. No alcohol, no caffeine, no sugar, no artificial sweeteners, no dairy, no wheat, no tuna (because of the mercury), and very little fruit. It’s mostly veggies and protein. Wish me luck! This will be very hard but I think I need it … not only to get over the stubborn plateau I seem to have hit, but also it should help clear up some of my nagging health issues like frequent headaches, sinus problems, etc. You’re not supposed to have alcohol for 2 days before starting the detox, but I promised my friends I would go out. I will go cold turkey with everything on Monday. This will be one of the biggest challenges of my life … I don’t even remember the last day I didn’t have any chocolate or sweets. All the more reason to do a detox.

In terms of love life, nothing much is happening. Nothing good anyway. I was supposed to have coffee with a guy I met online and he cancelled at the last minute. And Mr. M decided to waltz back into my life, only to continue being a total a$$. Oh, and he informed me that he never wants to get married or have any more kids. I don’t know why he misled me for the past year on that subject, because he never ever came out and said those things until now (although I suspected). It was very hurtful actually … I know that those are personal choices for everybody, but I think that if he really loved me he would get over the past hurts caused by the Ex-Mrs. M – stop licking his wounds and move on with his life. I mean, he loved her enough to marry her and have a child together, so I can’t help but feel that if he truly loved me he would want to do those things with me too. Not now, but he’s firmly saying that he will never ever do those things. That’s a really strong stance to take. I guess I should be glad I didn’t waste any more time with him and now I can concentrate on myself, and eventually finding somebody who deserves me, cause this guy is a selfish jerk. Oh and he was upset because he found out about my online dating profile … apparently one of his friends found it. Oh well!

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